~第一次的意外~

感觉上应该写下给自己铭记起来，

在7月7号，一个不小心把朋友的车撞上devider了>..<"~(好衰哦)

那个时候很害怕也着急（该怎么跟朋友说呢），

但是说了后，她却还算蛮冷静的...（还真的松一口气了，真不好意思喔），

结论是。。。我撞了别人的车，当然要修回了啊~

突然要出血呢。。。( T_T , 我的钱包啊，你可要挨饿了)


今天付了RM380领回那小小的小金（真不好意思让你受伤了），

看到service还不错，也算值得啦。。。

就当破财挡债吧 xD~

可这件事绝对绝对不可让我的亲戚知道...

不然又有得烦了....我讨厌~

所以也隐瞒了爸妈这件事情。。。






铭记： 下次驾车一定一定要注意！别再小鹿乱撞啦>..<"!

_朋友与小金真的很不好意思哦_

Note: 这个家伙那么久没有写blog了怎么今天突然update呢？

         ~因为有个朋友突然说其实他也有写blog的，所以我也回来看看顺便也update post吧xD~

Bye 2011...Hi 2012..

Longtime did not updated my blog,
Officially busy in my assignment and exam for advanced diploma first semester till 3rd semester...

Think back in 2011,
My life is just so wonderful,
Even though sometimes there sure have some problem that challenge in my life,
It not a big deal, for me it make me become more tough and stronger.

In 2009 to 2011,
There a gang that always took good care of me,
They have their own characteristic and attitude that make me feel happy, warm and safe.
Even though, sometime their mouth are quiet bad,
but i know that they are the persons that i needs when i get into a problem.
They will encourage, teach, tell and so on be good to me.
I had learned many thing from them.
Guys, thanks for the patient and make friend with me.
We have been knowing each others around 3 years,
Time fly and our relationship will go on....=)

Bye 2011...
When 2011 came to the end,
It had gave us another signal that we had to faced our exam,
We can't celebrate Christmas and New Year,
We have to prepare for our exam...
In the end of 2011, it not too bad,
I had knew a group of people that come from different ages,
Most of them are bigger than me but still a boy smaller than me,
We know each others in online game and we officially be friend in the real world,
They are quiet fun and glad to know them...丷丷丷(hahaha)~

Hi 2012,
Our exam had end in 9 of January,
huuu~~FINALLY,
Most of us know that we may get a terrible result and we had think to resit together(hahahah),
I feel uncomfortable in the exam, maybe because one of my babe not taking paper with us anymore,
but i need to go through too.
For this 1st advanced exam,
I experienced that advanced level is different with diploma,
We have to change the way how we study ,
we have to think more and digest the meaning ourselves,
Be independent in study, lecture will not feed us too wisely anymore.
I must improved my English level,
There had many words with deep meaning appear in the bookssss.....
I have problem in grammar mistake and speaking as well,
so i must read, read, read to improve my english level.

This page had types it for so long and i forgot to upload it...
Lolx....

I'm Graduate in My Diploma =)

I appreciate that our heart be together,

Even though we have different way =)

Baba, Mami, Sister and Bro,

Thank you for coming...

Feel happy today^^....

My wish had came true in this morning...

I have photos that capture with whole family...hehe~

My baba and Mami stand together and take photo with me...=)

I own both of them^^

Finally I had family photos....

Finally 2year and 4 month pass away,

I officially graduate in diploma,

and further my study in Advance for another 1 year and 8 month...(I will try my best again) =)

Friendsss....I miss you all a lot!!!

I had miss some chance to take photo with few of u...Sob__ Sob...

But i still take a lot of picture with all my buddy, hehe....

I am happy,Today is my day...^^

First time i gets FLOWERS....Weeeee^^

TQ for the flower that from my sister bf and my BUDDIES =)

Convocation make me feel tired and i am suffering with my high heel ( Anywhr, it just a small case for me)

My heart feel worm when all of you are here...especially my beloved family...

SRY mami...I peevishness and spoke impolite to you....( I Am So SRY)

TQ again to my baba and mami attend my convo from far...~

Both of you had gave me the best education and others things that I needs...~

Baba,Mami you are the BEST!!~I LOVE YOU~

Officially graduate in my Diploma =)

《星空》

夜晚找了一部戏来看，
《星空》，
这部戏反映了小时候的记忆，
回想起，小时候的生活。。。

小时候，

也想过尝试去做有如戏里的小女孩逃离那个家。。。

最后还是没有提起勇气，

也曾说过跟男孩一样的话。。。

那个时候的小女孩，

都常抱着希望，

一定会等到恢复正常的那一天，

很天真，很傻吧～哈哈

最后，
大家分开了，
对彼此都比较公平，
分开了，
对彼此都好。。。
无辜的只是那班孩子。。。


《星空》
让我回想起。。

～我学会了坚强～

~Emo~

It's weird,

my brain keep on thinking of negative stuff,

and i can't stop think on it....

Am i start thinking nonsense and EMO?

Yes, I AM...

When I Login to Facebook,

try to get someone talk with me,

I just realize,

nobody there....

I have so many thing to share,

but  I have no idea how should express my feeling......

So, I keep the secrets in my heart......

I'm lost....

A nickname from my tutor,

He call me as "lonely girl"

because I told him i always alone,

eat alone, stay alone, shopping alone....

Yes,no doubt, i can do many thing alone,

because i dislike makes trouble to someone,

and hated by someone.....

So, i always think that,

if I can handle it, I will not make troubles to my friends......

This is one of my principle......

After a period of time,

people feel tired,

people feel lonely,

people feel sad,

people feel angry to themselves,

and I always is one of them......

So, I become Emo (I dislike it x100)!!!

I hope in my life have one of  you,

talk to me,

hear for me,

hug me,

lend me a shoulder,

and tell me that you are not fine.......

I wish my brain had a map to tell me what should I do......

)= I'm Fine =(

～沮丧～

毕业典礼即将来临了，
都通知好该出席的亲人，
大家都答应好了的说，
我也因此有了一点的小兴奋，
非常期待毕业典礼的来临。。。

结果叻。。。刚收到爸爸的信息，
『爸爸：爸爸还是不要去了（因为某种原因），别生爸爸的气哦』
看到信息的那一刻，心纠结了很久，觉得很不甘心，真的有点气，
这怎样都是我第一次的毕业典礼啊，
别利用某些理由而代替了你缺席的借口！！！
如果之前不确定能不能来，那就别乱开空支票嘛。。。
何必给了别人希望，又狠狠的把它给破灭掉呢。。。
讨厌！讨厌！讨厌！

YOU HAVE BREAK YOUR PROMISE!!!
IN THE SAME TIME YOU ARE BREAKING MY HEART BADLY :(
I FEEL DISAPPOINTED ON YOU =(


I HATE THIS FEELING...

~Depress~

❤我是幸福的❤

以前的我总觉得自己是那么的不幸，
一出世就是一个肥肥胖胖的胖妞，
所以很常被人笑。。。
小学转校了，
就总是被同学欺负，
小时候就是个爱哭鬼的我，
每一天都被同学笑，被同学弄哭，
变得不喜欢上课，不喜欢读书，
不喜欢交朋友，没有朋友反而更好，
 所以我总是一个人。。。

我的童年在我8岁的时候就没了，
没有所谓的爸妈一起做什么什么，
今天他们又对你有多好有多好的，
字典里没有了爸爸妈妈，而是爸~~或妈~~~
再也没有他们而只有他或她。。。

有时想了想这些事发生在我身上对我而言是好的还是坏的？
但我的理智告诉我是好的xD
从小或许有些阴影吧，
所以我很怕受伤害也很怕失去些我珍惜的人事物，
也因如此我很珍惜我身边的人与时刻，
也因为小时候的多种因素，也有了现在这样的我。。。

顺着时间的过去，
我发现到以前没有的现在有了，
反而还越来越多呢，
有很多很多很疼我的人，
我也有了很多很多要珍惜的人。。。
这些人让我想跟他们多呆一会，
这些人让我想为他们做些事，
这些人让我想一时是能依赖着他们，
这些人让我想多和他们撒撒娇。。。
还有很多很多呢xD

人要懂得满足，
现在我所拥有的真的足够了，
也很谢谢你们来到我的世界，
做了我的亲人与朋友。。。
我很珍惜你们~~!!

因为大家！
我真过得很幸福！我已经比很多的孩子来的幸福了xD!
我脸上的笑容是 因“你们与我”而灿烂的微笑，
我很开心因为我的回忆里有了你们，
我是幸福的~

❤生活得简单就是幸福❤