~Emo~

It's weird,

my brain keep on thinking of negative stuff,

and i can't stop think on it....

Am i start thinking nonsense and EMO?

Yes, I AM...

When I Login to Facebook,

try to get someone talk with me,

I just realize,

nobody there....

I have so many thing to share,

but  I have no idea how should express my feeling......

So, I keep the secrets in my heart......

I'm lost....

A nickname from my tutor,

He call me as "lonely girl"

because I told him i always alone,

eat alone, stay alone, shopping alone....

Yes,no doubt, i can do many thing alone,

because i dislike makes trouble to someone,

and hated by someone.....

So, i always think that,

if I can handle it, I will not make troubles to my friends......

This is one of my principle......

After a period of time,

people feel tired,

people feel lonely,

people feel sad,

people feel angry to themselves,

and I always is one of them......

So, I become Emo (I dislike it x100)!!!

I hope in my life have one of  you,

talk to me,

hear for me,

hug me,

lend me a shoulder,

and tell me that you are not fine.......

I wish my brain had a map to tell me what should I do......

)= I'm Fine =(